Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Did The Devil Really Know What Was Up?

Last semester as I was sitting in my Second Theology course I anticipated a great challenge. I hoped that I would learn proofs for the beliefs that I held very dear to my heart. However, as time went on truths were revealed that were earth shattering. Some of the things that I held dear to my heart where in fact false. As we sat for an hour and a half discussing atonement and what it meant the question came up, "Did Satan really know what was going on here?" Later that afternoon I started on my homework and found this very same question embedded in the assignment this time however I found it within a biblical text. "But He turned and said to Peter 'Get behind me Satan! You are a stumbling block to me for you not setting your mind on God's interests but man's." (Matt 16:23) I found this quite hard to stomach it appeared very clear to me in the text that Jesus was confronting an entity. I dismissed it almost immediately presuming that maybe he was simply talking to Peter in a descriptive tone. Peter had become a "satan" in a sense to Jesus. He was opposing Jesus and the will of God. The following class day this very question was brought up. "Could it be that Peter here is being called "Satan" as an adjective instead of a pronoun. The simply answer given by the professor "No." This made me have to go back to the drawing board and really think. How could this not be so. It was then that I remember Christ's temptation in the wilderness found in Matthew and Luke 4. Often times the temptations are broken up into individual temptations. As if they are unrelated however as they are written they are one literary unit. What is the motivation of the temptation. The first temptation is to alleviate suffering. In a sense the devil is saying you are God you don't really have to suffer your worth more than that come on let's end the suffering. When Jesus refuses to succumb he is taken to the pinnacle of the temple and instructed to throw himself down, to commit suicide. This too, Jesus refuses. For him the only means of death is the cross. and since these other tactics did not work then the devil tries something even more cunning. He offers to give Jesus something that Jesus is already going to obtain but prematurely if he will just worship him. It is after Jesus refusal this last time that the devil finally sees that he is going to get nowhere, and it is significant to see the words, "he left till a more opportune time." I find it coincidental that Jesus identifies satan tempting him only 14 chapters later which is about half way through his ministry. Again I had to ask the question did Satan really want the cross. I had my doubts so I continued researching. I found that the devils in several cases knew exactly who Jesus was the most glaring of all is the incident with the swine found in Matthew 8:28-34, Jesus and the diciples take the boat over to Gadarenes when they disembark they find a man who was severly demon possessed hiding out in the tombs the demons clearly identify him as the son of God and say something that intrigues me, "have you come to torment us before the time." At this I became fully convinced that there was previous knowledge of who Jesus was and what he was called to do. The devil knew what God was up to and would do anything to stop him. The devil entered Judas not to betray Jesus to the cross but rather to get Jesus to abandon the cross because of such a betrayal, as we later learned in class. So as pastors in training we had to ask the question why is this even important. The answer is this. Since Satan did not want the cross for Jesus why would he want the cross for us. He wouldn't therefore the "Bait of Satan" is not to take all of our money or health or any of the things that the Faith/Prosperity Gospel preachers pronounce is the measure of success in a christians life, rather it is the objective of the devil to rob from us, the Cross. This is the most important thing in all of history and all of christiandom because this is what will reconcile us to the father. The devil has always and will always despise that act, that sacrifice given to us by our wonderful God who wanted to bring humanity back to a place of wholeness. This is truly the devils whisper, stay away from the cross, it is not necessary, stay away from the cross your good enough on your own, stay away from that cross thing, it's the ultimate example of child abuse, stay away from the cross it hurts way to much. While God beckons us to remain true to the cross to embrace it in suffering and in Joy, in sickness and in health, in all that is our lot we must learn to look to the cross.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Silence

I am walking away
From Shadows of Uncertainty
What did I say?
What could I have down to call this distance
I have not left you in the dark
What can I do
To end this silence
And restore the image and a relationship with you

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Summer Adventures

It's been about 6 1/2 weeks since I came to Arizona. It has been quite fun but my time here is coming to a close. I am in the middle of Music Camp right now which is our second to last camp and am still learning how to remain humble. I have been stretched to learn when to keep shut about certain things and when to speak up about others. The block of scripture in Philippians has been running around my head as it was given to me just before leaving for arizona and has helped in going through this process of learning. I have found that this great balance is crucial to effective ministry across many different cultures and belief systems. Coming from a foursquare pentecostal background, moving to a more charismatic one, and now working for the Salvation Army. This has definitly been a stretch for me. I hope to be to school soon which is what where my heart is at this current moment. I have one year left and then who knows what other journeys that are in store for me. I hope to see you all soon as I have 1 1/2 weeks left at the camp I know it will be a great time of rest for me and maybe I will have matured enough to listen to your thoughts, hopes, and dreams :).

Friday, May 15, 2009

New Post Coming soon

Summertime is here and I'll be posting yet another profound truth that stuck out to me this past year but I need to really work through it. For the time I am looking for a job while I hang out at home and try to get a few things finished up so that I can get stuff ready for next semester.

Monday, February 23, 2009

Intimacy in Knowledge

Someone once told me that to know about someone would not help you to love them but to love someone had to do with experiencing them. However I have found this to be untrue. Further someone said to me knowledge about God does not help you love God rather it makes you more arrogant and puffed up (1 Cor. 8:2) which further distances us from God. Again I cordially disagree. Within the past couple of months I have been learning deep spiritual truths about a God that many have said is impossible to intellectually grasp. Granted it is a difficult road to attempt to grasp the infinite with our limited finite minds; however, the truths that are being uncovered to me daily have helped me to understand a God that I have known through experience in much a deeper way. When first coming to bible college I believed that I had fully experienced God enough to know about him in such a way that was true but as I understand scripture further it makes my experiences become more real. The inner healing that God had brought to my life in its small dose during my time at my home church was but the tip of the iceberg of what God has provided for me. He has brought me reconciliation to the father through the his sacrifice of obedience taking away the curse of the law upon my life. While Paul did call the law a curse he was talking of it's impossible completetion because of our nature. We are capable of doing good but we cannot ever be good enough to truly find that reconcilation to a holy and just God. With Christ he has made that possible. This is just the start of things that have been overturned. While I was still sinning God chose to ask me to come to his table and eat. God was not interested in making me clean up my act until I had figured out the great price of his Son who came and died for me. God can live among sin and sinners in fact he chooses to do so. the tabernacle was in the middle of sinners (Isrealites), Jesus hung inbetween two sinners (Theives), Jesus constantly sat amidst sinful humans because he wants them to know how much he loves them.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Freedom

Your every movement beckons freedom
"Stay far from me!" it screams,
My every word twisted
This is not what I meant to say
You take each step
For freedom sake you run away
So like fog over the ocean
When the sun comes out to burn it away
I'll bow my knee
and refuse to stay
May life be comfortable for you
May it be filled with laughter and joy
May hope feel each corner
and You dance forever more
For like leaves on the wind I am leaving
All this awkwardness behind
You can keep moving freely
Not afraid of where you'll find me

Beauty

The Beauty we can see
All these Birds and Bees
Are we not greater than these
Loved by the creator of these things,
For beyond measure
Loved by He brings life
No man can make me forget who I am
I am greatly loved far more these things